child's ear

I'm glad that I do this before 2009 ends

Some learn by devotion

I learn by detaching

because I am very passionate deep down

Detachment gives me clear eyes and ears

有一年多沒到這兒寫東西了，這一年我有什麼改變呢？

也許是更懂得把握吧

也許是更明白自己的不圓滑吧

也許是更知道對於珍惜的要以行動去保護吧

也許是更明白自己何以在過往白活了

也許是更懂得如何聆聽自己的心

也許是更曉得自己的無知，因而更要從別人身上好好學習吧

也許是更知道 Fundamental 和 Incidental 的區別吧

 這裏依然是呈現最最真實的我的地方, 感覺真好~

Baby, there's no such thing called “bittersweet”

When it is bitter, it isn't sweet

Trust me

You won't taste the bitterness if things go right, even in times of adversity

Something should be done

Don't let yourself “die happily”

If you die, it isn't happy

It is just about giving up any of your choices that leads to real happiness

Bear in mind that you have the right to suffer less, okay?

It's good that you are able to endure unpleasantness for something great

But, sometimes it is not the only way to do it

Maybe other ways are better?

Just don't lose your mind, you're smart

and don't ever lose yourself no matter how great the cause is

Because only then you can realize that cause, okay?

I remember my dreams?

Seriously, I dream and I can recall them!!?

How long was the last time I dream/I remember my dream….

years!

what has happened and is happening to my brain?

is it psychological thing… like I am stressed out?

or a physical thing like I'm sleeping so irregularly or less?

or my dream center functions again?

or the memory center cannot distinguish dreams from reality and store the information in my head in a sleep?

hehee, i really wonder why